Life is taking big turn now. I’m not going to give a lot of details here because it’s a private matter. Please don’t worry. There isn’t a health crisis or anything like that. I don’t know for sure how this is all going to shake out, but there is a very real possibility that I won’t be able to compete next summer. I’m not accepting that as a reality at this point. I’m going to continue to train as if it’s going to happen. Worst case scenario? I’ll do the contest prep and have a photo shoot.
Things are going to be tough. I’m scared. I’m worried. But you know what? I’ve obviously survived all the other scary life changes that came before this one.
I think I’m a positive person. I can’t afford to dwell on negativity because that creates stress and stress makes cortisol and cortisol eats muscle…
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